Huaisang become serious, his light and warm expression turning dark and melancholy.
“He was good to me. Even when I thought he was being horrible, he was always good to me. We lost both our mothers - we’re half siblings, and our father died unexpectedly. Da-ge had the world on his shoulders.”
He closes his fan and sets it down onto the table.
“He was righteous. Good was good and evil was evil; there was nothing in between. He was stubborn. He kept things from me, important things. He could have a temper. It got worse and worse near the end of things, but he was always hot-headed.
“But was brave, and loved his people deeply. He loved me.”
Every male figure in Aaron's life had been objectively bad. His father beat him. The Bishop abused him. He had found comfort with people he knew, people who were like him. Siblings, he supposes, orphaned in either a literal or metaphorical sense.
But they weren't protectors of each other. Aaron's never had that. He's been his own protector, then created a reality where he could act as the protector to his imagination.
So while he can't relate, he can see the effects of it echoed in his friend. Huaisang had been what he portrays himself as. He had been light and delicate, much like the fictional Aaron, until he lost that and had to stand on his own.
"Man I'm - I'm sorry. He sounds good, like he was a good guy. World needs more people like that, not less."
"Or just see if you can talk your warden into doing it for you. Then you don't have to do shit," he suggests, eventually moving to sit on the floor with him.
Aaron laughs, gently running his fingers along the other man's hair. "Yeah, real fucking terrible thing. How have your temps been? Mine is fucking useless, but he's friends with Raylan, so I gotta endure it."
He makes a non committal noise in the back of his throat, twisting two strands of Huaisang's hair together. "Was this your place? At home? I got my apartment."
"My rooms, mmhm." Not all of them though, but he doesn't want to rub it in Aaron's face. He was spoiled, the second son of a clan leader. He knows it well.
He moves his fingers away when Huaisang sits up and leans back, propping himself up on his hands. He doesn't know what the fuck he's doing, but he knows that this is nice. This is - well, it's comforting. Talking about all this shit like it's real.
"Palace in the mountains, huh? You someone fancy, Nie Huaisang?" he asks, mostly teasing.
Huaisang shakes his head and closes his fan, tapping it against his palm.
“Just because I enjoy lovely things doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate more utilitarian things. I’m a cultivator! I’ve slept in caves and on the forest floor before! Your home is yours, that’s what makes it worth seeing.”
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Date: 2023-08-06 06:48 pm (UTC)“He was good to me. Even when I thought he was being horrible, he was always good to me. We lost both our mothers - we’re half siblings, and our father died unexpectedly. Da-ge had the world on his shoulders.”
He closes his fan and sets it down onto the table.
“He was righteous. Good was good and evil was evil; there was nothing in between. He was stubborn. He kept things from me, important things. He could have a temper. It got worse and worse near the end of things, but he was always hot-headed.
“But was brave, and loved his people deeply. He loved me.”
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Date: 2023-08-06 06:55 pm (UTC)But they weren't protectors of each other. Aaron's never had that. He's been his own protector, then created a reality where he could act as the protector to his imagination.
So while he can't relate, he can see the effects of it echoed in his friend. Huaisang had been what he portrays himself as. He had been light and delicate, much like the fictional Aaron, until he lost that and had to stand on his own.
"Man I'm - I'm sorry. He sounds good, like he was a good guy. World needs more people like that, not less."
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Date: 2023-08-06 09:02 pm (UTC)"You've heard what the wardens get when they graduate an inmate, right?"
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Date: 2023-08-06 09:13 pm (UTC)He isn't quite sure about the logistics, but there's an obvious leap to make. "You gonna be a warden and get a deal to get your brother back?"
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Date: 2023-08-06 10:12 pm (UTC)“It’s hard not to be tempted.”
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Date: 2023-08-06 11:59 pm (UTC)“Useless,” he agrees with nod. “Too quiet, too docile. I’m fine with it though, they leave me alone.”
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Date: 2023-08-07 12:02 am (UTC)"Course they do. And you don't need shit from 'em."
Which Aaron is grateful for himself. He doesn't need anything. No asks. No nothing.
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Date: 2023-08-07 12:11 am (UTC)He gropes for his fan and pulls it down off of the table.
“You don’t need anything from anyone, do you?”
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Date: 2023-08-07 12:25 am (UTC)He shrugs. "You like playing helpless. I like playing helpful."
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Date: 2023-08-07 12:51 am (UTC)"Your life was difficult. I admire you for surviving -- thriving, from the sound of it, of a sort."
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Date: 2023-08-07 12:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-07 01:12 am (UTC)"You'll let me see your cabin sometime?"
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Date: 2023-08-07 01:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-07 01:38 am (UTC)He could take Aaron to nice places. He's sure he could. He wants to, in any case.
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Date: 2023-08-07 01:42 am (UTC)"Palace in the mountains, huh? You someone fancy, Nie Huaisang?" he asks, mostly teasing.
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Date: 2023-08-07 02:19 am (UTC)Huaisang scoffs playfully, as though he were actually insulted by the notion that he, young master Nie, wasn't absolutely frivolous and spoiled.
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Date: 2023-08-07 02:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-07 11:52 am (UTC)“Just because I enjoy lovely things doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate more utilitarian things. I’m a cultivator! I’ve slept in caves and on the forest floor before! Your home is yours, that’s what makes it worth seeing.”
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Date: 2023-08-07 12:02 pm (UTC)"Sure, rich guy. Whatever you say."
He taps the table. "I'll make you some real tea, too."
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Date: 2023-08-07 11:30 pm (UTC)Clearly Aaron is from a fairytale world.
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Date: 2023-08-07 11:41 pm (UTC)He laughs, delighted by Huaisang's expression.
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Date: 2023-08-08 12:17 am (UTC)“It’s cold? What kind of backwards world do you come from anyway!”
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