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[creeksidealtarboy]

Told you not to get close to any of 'em. [But he thinks of Brooklyn. He thinks of how he has to dodge this particular bullet.]

Did he read your file?

[threedontknows]

It’s not my fault, not really. He reminds me of him, you know? [Big, kind, a little blind to certain things. That disarmed him.]

No, he said he’d wait and we’d read it together. [He sighs quietly.] He needn’t bother. I’ll tell him sooner or later.

[creeksidealtarboy]

[Aaron bites the inside of his cheek a bit nervously. This is all well and good for Huaisang, but he worries for his own self at this point. For his own game.]

You should. Best way to start out is through honestly, I guess. Ain't worth dragging out when it's just gonna be exposed.

[threedontknows]

I don’t know how long I’ll keep up the ruse. [Some of the Headshaker persona hadn’t been an act - he was indecisive while he assembled his plan. But what was the plan here? His aim?

Did he really want to act helpless again, foolish?]

I was a powerful man before I died, and here I’ve reverted to old habits. Doesn’t make it any better than Jin Guangyao and Xue Yang are here, but I’ve had my revenge.

[He looks down at his hands.]

I feel empty. Seeing da-ge again reminded me how hollow a victory it was to begin with — I didn’t get him back. And now I’m here.

[creeksidealtarboy]

[Aaron tilts his head.]

You didn't get him back, but they deserved it. They deserved every fucking thing you did. It's not about the results, it's about the justice of it. You think carving ip that priest took back his little private collection? No.

But he sure as fuck regretted it.

[threedontknows]

I don’t regret anything. Jin Guangyao broke his oath to my da-ge, stole him from me - he had to die.

[He frowns softly.]

I wouldn’t regret carving up that priest either.

[creeksidealtarboy]

I don't. Not one fucking second of the goddamn day.

So don't think like that, yeah?

[He rests his head back down.]

But if you don't want to play the game, then don't play the game.

[threedontknows]

I haven’t decided yet.

[Sometimes it’s fun to play stupid.]

Come here. Put your head in my lap.

[creeksidealtarboy]

[He only hesitates a moment before he moves over and rests his head in his lap. It's much more comfortable than his pillow.]

I don't do it for anything. Just for a little insurance in case shit happens.

[threedontknows]

[Huaisang runs his fingers gently though Aaron's shortly-cropped hair. It's soft.]

A protective layer, just in case. I do the same.

[creeksidealtarboy]

[Aaron hasn't been touched like this in so long that every time Huaisang does it, it's a novelty. It's enchanting. He's absolutely hypnotized.]

Got me out of punching that asshole at the party. Kinda want to know how far the goodwill extends. Roy's gotta come out sometime, but people are too fucking nice.

[threedontknows]

They openly chastise any warden who even so much as thinks of being too tough on inmates. You’ll get away with a lot if you play things right.

[creeksidealtarboy]

They really are fucking soft around here.

What happened to the idiot who collapsed the dining hall? Another inmate killed him?

If he wasn't a fucked up little monster thing, I'd fuck him up myself, but that ain't the point, is it?

[He is very aware that he is ranting while sick, curled up in his friend's lap. Not very tough, but here they are.]

[threedontknows]

[He’d spent his time in Aaron’s room considering revenge, the merits of finding a way to make them both pay somehow.]

He was trying to commit suicide; whatever revenge you took would be beside the point.

Besides, there are other ways to inflict pain.

[creeksidealtarboy]

[He looks up at him, then takes his hand.]

That's your way. And you know, it ain't half bad.

[threedontknows]

It’s a long con though. You have to be patient.

[He playfully massages his fingers against his scalp.]

Young man like you wouldn’t know how to do that.

[creeksidealtarboy]

Fuck you. I've been doing this shit for years.

Knew it'd come in handy one day. My dad was such a fucker, thought he'd be the first one.

[threedontknows]

He wasn’t, I take it?

[He continues stroking his hair.]

[creeksidealtarboy]

Nah. He'd drink himself to death. Thought that would be more fitting.

[He lets out a huff of a laugh.]

Probably went out sitting in his own piss.

[threedontknows]

[He hums quietly, absolutely hating that for his friend. Dying alone would be a fitting end for a hateful father.]

You’re better than all of that anyway, taking your revenge against someone so lowly.

[creeksidealtarboy]

Yeah, you're right.

[He lets out a breath.]

What was your dad like?

[threedontknows]

Righteous, like my brother. They died the same way.

[Huaisang laughs softly.]

But he was a romantic, like me. Mingjue and I had different mothers, Mingjue’s mother was his first wife, mine his second, but father loved them both so much that he swore never to remarry after my mother passed.

[creeksidealtarboy]

Yeah? Sorry. That you lost her, I mean.

[He closes his eyes.]

I didn't know my mother. Don't remember her.

[threedontknows]

I don’t really remember my mother either. I was young when she died.

[And he was young too when Father died. Mingjue had been everything to him.]

I’m sorry that we have that in common, not knowing our mothers.

[creeksidealtarboy]

Yeah, but your brother did a damn good job with you. You had all your art and shit.

[He drops his hand from Huaisang's and makes himself more comfortable in his lap.]