[Aaron bites the inside of his cheek a bit nervously. This is all well and good for Huaisang, but he worries for his own self at this point. For his own game.]
You should. Best way to start out is through honestly, I guess. Ain't worth dragging out when it's just gonna be exposed.
I don’t know how long I’ll keep up the ruse. [Some of the Headshaker persona hadn’t been an act - he was indecisive while he assembled his plan. But what was the plan here? His aim?
Did he really want to act helpless again, foolish?]
I was a powerful man before I died, and here I’ve reverted to old habits. Doesn’t make it any better than Jin Guangyao and Xue Yang are here, but I’ve had my revenge.
[He looks down at his hands.]
I feel empty. Seeing da-ge again reminded me how hollow a victory it was to begin with — I didn’t get him back. And now I’m here.
You didn't get him back, but they deserved it. They deserved every fucking thing you did. It's not about the results, it's about the justice of it. You think carving ip that priest took back his little private collection? No.
[Aaron hasn't been touched like this in so long that every time Huaisang does it, it's a novelty. It's enchanting. He's absolutely hypnotized.]
Got me out of punching that asshole at the party. Kinda want to know how far the goodwill extends. Roy's gotta come out sometime, but people are too fucking nice.
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Date: 2023-08-23 04:13 pm (UTC)He seemed proud of you.
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Date: 2023-08-24 01:19 am (UTC)He did, didn’t he?]
It was so good to see him again. [Not half-crazed and covered in blood.]
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Date: 2023-08-24 02:03 am (UTC)That’s a long way off, even for a man who’d waited ten years to take his revenge.]
I can’t remember the last time I saw Da-ge be so lucid. That’s how I want to remember him.
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Date: 2023-08-24 11:01 am (UTC)[He reaches over and places a hand on Huaisang's knee - the closest thing he can reach.]
Sorry, man.
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Date: 2023-08-25 01:00 am (UTC)This is all is hitting a little too close to Huaisang. He’s a little too real, too vulnerable.]
When I leave here I can see him in the next life.
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Date: 2023-08-25 01:09 am (UTC)Good thing you got paired, huh?
[A change in subject. Easy and quick.]
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Date: 2023-08-25 02:06 am (UTC)I was fond of my new warden before we were paired. I’m not sure this is going to end well for either of us.
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Date: 2023-08-25 02:09 am (UTC)Did he read your file?
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Date: 2023-08-25 02:57 am (UTC)No, he said he’d wait and we’d read it together. [He sighs quietly.] He needn’t bother. I’ll tell him sooner or later.
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Date: 2023-08-25 03:01 am (UTC)You should. Best way to start out is through honestly, I guess. Ain't worth dragging out when it's just gonna be exposed.
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Date: 2023-08-25 03:10 am (UTC)Did he really want to act helpless again, foolish?]
I was a powerful man before I died, and here I’ve reverted to old habits. Doesn’t make it any better than Jin Guangyao and Xue Yang are here, but I’ve had my revenge.
[He looks down at his hands.]
I feel empty. Seeing da-ge again reminded me how hollow a victory it was to begin with — I didn’t get him back. And now I’m here.
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Date: 2023-08-25 11:05 am (UTC)You didn't get him back, but they deserved it. They deserved every fucking thing you did. It's not about the results, it's about the justice of it. You think carving ip that priest took back his little private collection? No.
But he sure as fuck regretted it.
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Date: 2023-08-26 12:23 am (UTC)[He frowns softly.]
I wouldn’t regret carving up that priest either.
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Date: 2023-08-26 12:34 am (UTC)So don't think like that, yeah?
[He rests his head back down.]
But if you don't want to play the game, then don't play the game.
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Date: 2023-08-26 01:06 am (UTC)[Sometimes it’s fun to play stupid.]
Come here. Put your head in my lap.
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Date: 2023-08-26 01:09 am (UTC)I don't do it for anything. Just for a little insurance in case shit happens.
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Date: 2023-08-26 07:06 pm (UTC)A protective layer, just in case. I do the same.
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Date: 2023-08-26 07:10 pm (UTC)Got me out of punching that asshole at the party. Kinda want to know how far the goodwill extends. Roy's gotta come out sometime, but people are too fucking nice.
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Date: 2023-08-26 09:04 pm (UTC)What happened to the idiot who collapsed the dining hall? Another inmate killed him?
If he wasn't a fucked up little monster thing, I'd fuck him up myself, but that ain't the point, is it?
[He is very aware that he is ranting while sick, curled up in his friend's lap. Not very tough, but here they are.]
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Date: 2023-08-26 09:15 pm (UTC)He was trying to commit suicide; whatever revenge you took would be beside the point.
Besides, there are other ways to inflict pain.
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Date: 2023-08-26 09:18 pm (UTC)That's your way. And you know, it ain't half bad.
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Date: 2023-08-26 10:19 pm (UTC)[He playfully massages his fingers against his scalp.]
Young man like you wouldn’t know how to do that.
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Date: 2023-08-26 10:24 pm (UTC)Knew it'd come in handy one day. My dad was such a fucker, thought he'd be the first one.
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